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6 11 pm pdt [ contrast ] Ingredients for this weekend include too much sun and too much family. I am driven quite a bit mad by my father's constant picking on me and my sister's contant changing of plans. I need to get over it and just stop trying to plan my life around my siblings' visits. Of course, guaranteed if I do that my sister will stop moaning about how I'm never around and she never gets to see me. Some days I feel like I'm having a nervous breakdown. I mean, not really, but the contrast between the happy-all-the-time me and the current me is a bit startling, and quite difficult to adjust to.
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August 1998 |