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_________________ 10 33 pm pst [ wonderous ] We live on a wonderous planet. We live in a bizarre and strange world. This very minute, I am happy. I am full on Tater Tots and apple sauce, my cramps have abated, and I am reliving New York memories after reading my year ago link. Life is such an odd conglomeration of events and occurences. I've come to the realization that I should get used to feeling as though I'm on the verge of change. I keep pretending as though I'll be settled soon, but in reality I'll probably be changing locations and jobs frequently in the next few years. And I really wouldn't have it any other way. I'd love to find a job I can stay at for several years. I'd love to find a perfect little house I can afford. I'd love for Matthew and I to be struck by the certainty that we want to spend our lives together. But since I know that I don't always get what I want, I would most love to enjoy the wonderful up and down ride of life. I would love to gater millions of tiny experiences and hoard them forever. I'm up for the adventure, so give me your best shot.
* * * 3 years ago today: The other stinky part of my day was waking up to a puddle in the middle of my dining room floor. 2 years ago today: The deadline for the book grows nearer and the assignments are about to pile up, but life is grand. 1 year ago today: Jonathan was clearly a soul mate, and I spent the greater protion of the evening talking to him. * * * << yesterday |
