9 02 pm pst [ wretched ]
I'm depressed. I'm really depressed. And I'm
embarrassed to write about it. I haven't been this unhappy since I was
16. I'm having all sorts of uncertainty about my relationship with
Matthew, which he kindly assures me is unfounded. I am uncomfortable
moving in with him, so I have to find a full time job asap so I can get my
own place. I'm so overwhelmed. I'm broke. I feel foolish for trusting
my former employer with several oral contracts. I can feel the stress
causing my heart to beat really fast all day long. I feel like something
is crushing me.
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