10 10 pm pdt [ settle soon ]
I've booked passage to go home (to LA) from April 18th
- 28th. Matthew will be in Las Vegas on a business trip (for a large
convention) and I'm not staying at his place without him.
I've acknowledged to him and myself that I am not
comfortable here. The factors are numerous. I think the main issue is
that I wasn't around when Matthew began his job, so he created a routine
and lifestyle which didn't include me. He's having to adjust while I am.
I am also uncomfortable around his roommates -- hyperconscious that I am
in their space. I hope things will settle soon.
I am looking forward to the weekend and the time with
him it will bring...
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