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Thursday
12 April 2001

10 10 pm pdt [ settle soon ]

I've booked passage to go home (to LA) from April 18th - 28th. Matthew will be in Las Vegas on a business trip (for a large convention) and I'm not staying at his place without him.

I've acknowledged to him and myself that I am not comfortable here. The factors are numerous. I think the main issue is that I wasn't around when Matthew began his job, so he created a routine and lifestyle which didn't include me. He's having to adjust while I am. I am also uncomfortable around his roommates -- hyperconscious that I am in their space. I hope things will settle soon.

I am looking forward to the weekend and the time with him it will bring...

 

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