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_________________ 11 46 am pdt [ awake early ] I had another night of anxiety and no sleep, which made it easy for me to wake up and list the reef tank for sale this morning. Hopefully someone more capable will rescue it from my amateur hands. Then I can go back to being calm and not having live brine shrimp in my refridgerator. I watched a movie until Matthew woke up and now we will probably have a full day of errands. We have to get the rest of our furniture before our hosewarming party next week and there are all sorts of loose ends to be tied up in terms of getting the apartment into its completed state. Even watching a movie, I can't calm the anxiety coursing through my system. To the best of my memory, I've never felt like this before. The unknown has always been a fun adventure, but this feeling of dread is something else entirely. On another note, my mum was discussing her retirement plans while up here. I never really thought about her retiring and the idea might take some getting used to for me. I never know what boxes I've put people into until they step outside of them.
[ 3 years: ] three years ago today: I didn't write because I was in New York. two years ago today: Today Matthew took me to SIGGRAPH '99's Electronic Theatre, and then I got some shots of my sister with the digital camera... one year ago today: I had a tremendous time trying to get the syrup to look shiny.
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This was wonderfully made and very enjoyable. Interesting and entertaining... version 1
We haven't watched this yet.
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