Rachel's Daily Diary

 
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Tuesday
20 November 2001

 

 
7 08 pst   [ my brother's keeper ]
 

 
I don't know my brother at all. And he doesn't know me...

Since he's gone to college, I have idea about how he spends his days. I don't know how he's changed. I try to keep my mind open to how he has become a different adult than the child I knew.

But sometimes I get the impression that he doesn't like me very much. I know he loves me in the way a brother should. We have the shared experience of having grown up with our particular parents. But I get the impression that my brother takes one look at me and dismisses me as a character from his childhood.

I wish I could tell him that I've changed too, but I know it will just take time for him to discover that for himself.
 

 
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