11 28 pm pst   [ crap ]

First off, to the guy who was offended by the tern PornEaster, and to any others who were offended who didn't bother writing, sorry. My intention in documenting the party I attended was not to offend you.

Second, I am in a crappy mood. This morning was ok. But I called my dad. He said that my grampa was in the hospital and that they had discovered serious blockages and wanted to do extensive surgery. I called my grampa and he was in good spirits -- or as well as can be expected.

So I put on my cheery face and didn't tell anyone at work that anything was wrong. The day passed, but I felt drained. After work I called about grampa and they said he'd be getting a quadruple bypass tomorrow. The surgery make take two days (go in two parts).

I got home and loafed, arranging for four friends to accompany me to the wine tasting party I am going to on Friday. Then I set about to making Matthew a big salad. I apparently didn't make it exactly how he wanted it and I felt unappreciated despite his efforts to assure me it was fine.

But now a real foul mood has set in. Yuck. I'm going to read and try to dispel this funk.