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I wrote a long entry which goes in the space above, but I thought Matthew might not like it and I asked and he said there were too many personal details in it, so it is offline until a later date.

I had a bad experience at work today. I told my boss that I would be out of town the week of June 10th, which is the last week of school. I wouldn't miss it if I had my choice, but my mom bought tickets for us to go to London to visit my brother so what can I do? So my boss said, "I'm going to take you guys out to a really expensive dinner, but you'll miss it so oh well." I wanted to say, "Well, fuck you too." We have seven people on our staff and you can't move the date to accomodate me? Gee whiz, I'm only letting you know two months in advance!!! I was so insulted I felt sick to my stomach for the rest of the day. It makes me feel ill to write about it.

Then my supervisor showed up and she looked upset. I made her a cutesy drawing to cheer her up. She said she had just had the final break-up with her boyfriend. I was so sad to see her sad. She's a wonderful woman. So at the end of the day I asked her if she wanted to go out after work. We went to Garibaldis on College and had two drinks apiece while talking away the hours. I had a blast. Then she dropped me off at home. I walked in half a minute before Matthew got home. He suggested that we see a movie so off we ran to see Kissing Jessica Stein which I enjoyed. But now he's asleep and I don't feel so good. I've been fighting depression lately; I have no clue why. I don't like it one bit.

PS: There was a super creepy guy hanging around the school today who kept saying to me, "Hey come over here, I want to talk to you." The answer was NO. He said he remembered me from a long time ago and I told him he was wrong and I had just started working there. I really hope I don't see him again.