10 16 pm pdt   [ Monday, Monday ]

Today was full, trying to plan my summer, having a Union meeting, getting back into the classroom... I'm thinking of taking myself out dancing after class tomorrow. How much trouble can I get into on a week night? Don't answer that!

I am looking forward to a summer of projects. I want to write and clean/organize the house. I want to be creative. I want to photograph, document, record, think, make music, play with my beau, feel caught up, free myslf from unnecessary obligations... I want perfect. I want to grow tomatoes. I want to do yoga. I want to work out. I want to continue to love how I look naked. I want to have a lot of sex. I want to cook. I want to be proud of my accomplishments.

I love being intense, but I've been so tightly wound lately and I'm driving myself crazy. I'm hopeful that I can relax this summer, but I also need to learn to keep my mouth closed when I am wound up. Life lessons...