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Friday
5 November 99

12 40 am est
The men I like best are the ones that make me nervous.   I am fairly comfortable with the opposite sex, so the few members that make me uncomfortable.   And I have my obsessions.   I find it difficult to admit to such sophomoric activities, but I have no doubt that I will always be taken by these flights of fancy.   I am almost never obsessed with someone in a romantic or sexual way.   There is an indescribably quality of chemistry which draws me to another.   There are obsessions who thrill me just to look at, and others who delight me with their snippets conversation, but a long term exposure to said object of affection usually tends to diminish my attraction.   I don't know what draws me to them, and I often force myself to not persue them, but a quick perusal of potential obsession is usually quite enjoyable.

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