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Friday
29 October 99
7 09 am edt
I slept a normal amount last night, but I have apparently changed my sleep
schdule from 3 am - 11 am to 10 30 am - 6 30 am. There is a special
on Sherlock Holmes on TV right now; I still like to have the tele on just
for the noise. I don't mind being alone, but there is something
nice about the additional mental stimulation.
I had an incredible and lengthy dream last night. The beginning I can't remember, but I was in
a foreign country (an island, I think), and I gave birth to a baby.
I remember breast feeding him, and travelling about carrying him and my
luggage. I was travelling with two other people, but I'm not sure
who they were. The child's father was Asian, but the child looked
only white. I saw the father once before I left the island, to get
his address so that our son could write him. My child grew to the
size of a three-year-old overnight, and he gave me all of the joys of
motherhood.
10 44 am edt
My mother, dog, and I were attacked by rotweilers when I was in
highschool. A woman was walking two, and they dragged her across
the stree and picked up my dog in their teeth and started pulling him
apart. I remember kicking the closest dog and screaming "Don't hurt
my dog!" Then I turned away and scremed "HELP!" at the top of my
lungs. A woman in the closest house came out with a 2x4 and smacked
one of the dogs on the head with it. I will never forget the sound
of the wood smacking his skull. The other dog stopped his attack
immediately when he heard that thud. My mom and dog had to have
stiches, but I wasn't hurt. My dad wanted us to sue the woman, and
I sometimes wish we had, especially back when I used to have nightmares
about it and think about it all the time. I hate the way my
memories haunt me sometimes...