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Friday
17 September 99
12 13 am edt
Weather permitting, I will be going out this evening. I realized
that I have only been out dancing once since I turned 21, which is
ridiculously pathetic, since my
birthday was in December. The night I realized this, I had a
bit of a fit about getting old, which Matthew had to temper on the phone. I will be 22 in less than
80 days, and I feel as though I am not taking advantage of these years,
which are supposed to be the prime of my life (whatever that means, since
I intend to get better every year).
1 58 pm edt
I couldn't sleep last night; I came up with a great website idea and I
couldn't turn off my scheming brain, which kept coming up with myriad
ideas. I love being excited about a project, and I have consulted
one of my brilliant programmer friends, Ashley, who is helping me brainstorm how I would go about doing this.
I do hope I can make this work. Of course, there will be no
way to explain to my family that I am
working if I continue to stay at home and sit online on my laptop...